Thursday, February 9, 2012

Holly, rest in peace beautiful girl.



I was sitting at work Monday when I got a call from Sarah.

S: "have you been on facebook today?"
A: "no, should I go on?"
(assuming there was a new friend to stalk and gossip about)
S: "yes, you need to. Holly Barish was hit by a car and died last night, I know you were friends with here and I don't know how to tell you this. I hoped you would see it and find out, but you need to know."

Devastation is the only word for something like this. For her close friends, family, and she would be disappointed if we left out her cat, there must be an emptiness that will never quite be filled. Holly was such a ray of sunshine in so many people's lives. She was probably one of the most unique and genuine girls I've ever had the opportunity to meet. She put a smile upon everyone's face that she came into contact with. We weren't amazingly close after high school but there was a time when she was there for me and helped me gain that closure you need to truly let something go. Life is way to short and fragile. Today is the only thing we can be sure of and it was something she lived for. Holly lived for each day. Holly, I'm not sure why this was your time but you are greatly missed by so many people. Even in death you've managed to bring people back together. I wish I could be there with everyone to celebrate your life. Sarah took a flower to your accident site for me. And thank you Sarah, I sincerely can't tell you how much that meant to me today. There aren't words to describe what a special and unique person we've lost, but you're in an amazing place now and we will all see you again. Please rest in peace beautiful girl.




Wednesday, February 8, 2012

planner FREAK.

So, I graduate in May. People are constantly asking me what I'm going to do after graduation...quite honestly, I'm not sure and that is amazingly liberating. I'm a planning FREAK, my planner is marked up, well worn and abused. I literally can hardly function on a day to day basis without it. I'm also the person who has had countless life plans all of which have fallen through the cracks. I have ideas of what I want to do after graduation, but nothing set in stone. I say this is liberating because for the first time ever I'm not worried about not having a solid plan, I'm totally alright with a little bit of unknown. It hasn't always been smooth sailing but my life has gotten me to good places and exactly where I've been meant to be so far.

In the mean time I'm enjoying this amazing semester. Two classes, a job, dog, house, church, family, friends, and everything I could ask for. One day at a time, and May will come soon enough with whatever adventures are beyond that.